I will probably lose most of my followers for this post, but this is my personal blog and I don’t have anywhere else to go anymore. My sister just yelled at me to kill myself and I wish I had the courage to do it. She called me a “selfish whore” because I actually allowed myself to buy the food item I wanted to eat, not the lowest calorie item available, and she ate it when I drove my brother to hockey practice. This upset me and I voiced that. My dinner was planned and I was looking forward to eating it and it’s gone now. No one seems to understand that. My mom made me a hamburger to replace it, she fried it in its own fat and put cheese on it. I couldn’t eat it. I didn’t eat it. I don’t deserve the food she offers me, I’m just not worth it. I don’t know what to do anymore. I really don’t want to be here anymore.